A Memoir
( from Genesis 32; 2 Kings 17,24; Psalms 103; Lamentations)
Life without love, that’s…terrible!
Love is many a splendid thing
Love lifts you up where you belong
All you need is love
All you need is love
All you need is love
Life without sin, that’s…wonderful!
Sin is an insidious thing
Sin buries you where you don’t belong
All falls apart with sin
All falls apart with sin
All falls apart with sin
My people…I birthed this nation from my servant Abraham.
I called them to be my own.
As a father loves his son, so I loved these people.
I nurtured them,
I protected them,
I provided for them,
I loved them with an everlasting love.
My people,
they belong to me.
They are my special possession.
I called them from a land of bondage,
Opened the sea as a straight path before them.
Yes, the horse and rider that pursued them…
The perished in that sea, they perished in that sea.
I surrounded my people who belong to me.
In a desert land where they found themselves,
I watched over them.
I guarded them with my own eyes.
I alone guided them,
I placed a cloud before them by day
And a pillar of fire ahead of them by night.
They followed me alone.
They followed no foreign gods.
I blessed then more than the mind can imagine:
The choicest yogurt, honey, olive oil and wine.
Yet all did not stay so swell.
My people became fat and unruly.
They grew heavy, plump and stuffed.
In their confort, they abandoned me,
the One who had made them.
They made light of me, the Rock of their salvation.
These people, those whom I love, my very own…
They stirred up my jealousy by worshipping foreign gods.
They provoked my fury with detestable deeds.
They offered sacrifices to demons, which are not God,
To gods they had not known before,
To new gods their ancestors had never feared.
Their idols were worthless
And with them, they have became worthless themselves.
I told them not to do the things the nations around them do
And yet they have became just like them:
Magic, witchcraft, even sacrificing their own children!
They determined to do whatever I hated!
Even worse, they tried to HIDE their sin from me!
My sons neglected me, the One who had fathered them.
They forgot the God who gave them birth.
I saw this and drew back.
I was provoked to anger by my own sons and daughters.
I thought, I will abandon them
And then let them see what becomes of them.
They are a twisted generation.
They are children without integrity.
Do I now remember your actions?
I will take revenge;
I told my people that in due time their feet would slip.
I told them that their day of disaster would arrive;
Their destiny would overtake them.
My anger blazes like fire
And burns to the depths of the grave.
The sword will bring death
And inside terror will strike the young and old,
Both men and women.
Children will not even escape.
You are a senseless nation,
Foolish and without understanding.
I did not leave you without warning.
Again and again I sent my prophets.
My message never changed…
“Turn from your evil ways.
Obey my commands and decrees –
The entire law that I commanded your ancestors to obey,
And that I gave to you through my servants the prophets.”
Yet you did not listen.
Instead, you kept on sinning.
My children would not listen.
They were as stubborn as their ancestors.
They refused to truly believe in me, the Lord their God.
If they truly believed, they would have obeyed.
Oh the searing pain of loss…
Of a twisted dagger in a bleeding heart.
How long should I stay my hand?
How long should I wait,
Wait for my child who has hardened her heart to the One who gave her life?
My child who has turned the harlot, prostituting herself with the gods of other nations?
I could hold back my fury no longer.
The fairest of my cities lies in dust.
The fortress walls are torn down.
I could not even show mercy on my Temple.
It’s treasures pilfered by greedy men,
Basins, cups, candlesticks…
By men who had no sense of their value
Value beyond gold.
Every home was destroyed,
All the strength of my people vanished.
I withdrew my protection as the enemy attacked.
The kings and princes were exiled to distant lands.
Their women and children were carried off,
Men languished under the yoke of bondage once again.
In my fury, I rejected the descendents of Israel
I allowed them to be carried away as prisoners,
Bound and driven from their land to Assyria.
I turned my back on Judah,
I banished them from my presence and sent them into exile.
Exiled from their land to Babylon.
In the day of the My anger,
No one escaped my judgment.
Assyria and Babylon gloated in their booty.
And my enemies took up residence in my land.
Sin in a most serious thing.
Sin buries you where you don’t belong.
I can not ignore your persistence in sin.
I can not ignore it.
Yet, My faithful love never ends!
My mercies never cease.
Yes, My faithfulness is great,
My mercies are new every morning.
I will be your inheritance,
Therefore, you can hope in Me.
I can not abandon my people forever.
Yes, I may bring grief, but I also show compassion
Because of the greatness of my unfailing love.
I do not enjoy hurting people
Or causing sorrow.
But I do send both calamity and good.
Is there any reason that you should complain
If you are punished for your persistence in sin?
Test and examine your ways.
Turn back to Me.
Lift your hands and heart to Me and say,
“I have sinned and rebelled…”
I will hear you.
I heard my children, Israel and Judah.
I heard them and said, “Do not fear.”
I know the wrong that your enemies did to you.
I will restore you.
I, the Lord, remain the same forever!
My throne continues from generation to generation.
I will not harbor my anger forever…
For as high as the heavens are above the earth,
So great is my love for you who fear me.
As far as the east is from the west,
I will remove your transgressions from you.
As a father has compassion on his children,
So I have compassion on you who fear me.
Yes, I will restore my people.