Sunday, April 29, 2012

What If

What If

What if i let go?
What if I take hold?

What if i am afraid to trust?
What if I am trustworthy?

What if i don’t like the pain?
What if I heal deeper?

What if i feel alone?
What if I will never leave you or forsake you?

What if i am afraid of the “down the road”?
What if I know what’s “down the road”?

What if i get out of the way?
What if I get in the way?

What if i want control?
What if I need control?

What if i am tired?
What if I am not tired?

What if i don’t know the next step?
What if I make your path straight?

What if i don’t know what this will look like in the future?
What if I hold the future?

What if i let go?
What if I take hold?

What if i am weak?
What if I am strong when you are weak?

What if i don’t think i can do what You’ve asked of me?
What if I will be with you?

What if i feel in the dark?
What if I am the light of the world?

What if i don’t want my secret struggles known?
What if I know your innermost parts, nothing is hidden from me?

What if i feel vulnerable?
What if I love you tenderly, always and unconditionally?

What if i am worried?
What if I give you peace in exchange for your worry?

What if i have a broken heart?
What if I have a heart that was pierced for you?

What if i am rejected?
What I was rejected among men so you might have life?

What if i don’t understand?
What if I do understand?

Can you, Will you trust me?
I AM!